BFF

Soon, my adorable, cutie pie, bolster, the big sister of my gossip a.k.a plastic girl big sister gonna leave Msia for her studies. Its quite a gloomy and surprising news for me as she didn't told us about her plans and she is the only close close and old friend that i have since secondary school. In fact, all my friends during primary school all fled to schools with better reputation, leaving me in smkbpjb while some went to schools near their homes.

After all these years of separation and without communication, our relationship starts to break down and i don't really know what to talk to them... So during my life in smkbpjb, i met goh, the 'love' of my life. I am very very dependent on her because she is very supportive too. Sometimes, i can't do my daily routines in school without her like going to toilet, teachers' office and the canteen. Therefore, i always forced her to come to school during exam periods. Her talents in drawing is also absolutely awesome that i always praise her drawings. :D

The best thing in life is, we hv never fought before...i think its a good thing xD There was once, she was angry with other group of friends and she gave them the silent treatment. This was an eye opener for me though as i have never thought of doing this to cue my anger. She only talked to me while our friends were surrounding her asking her what happened but she just kept quiet. What a scene haha!
When her mom baked some cakes, she is also willing to share with me, the foodie. She once gave me a box of chocolate cake as there was extra and that was cloud nine for me. I love cakes! Sometimes i felt jealous when she is constantly keeping in touch with another person but not me. I knew that im boring at times but...my life is seriously lifeless. I also hoped that someone would care about me...i crave for love from friends. Sometimes im just shy to make new friends so my group of friends are the only ones that i can seek for help.

To add on, i always depend on her as a driver when going for outing because, first- she is a professional driver! Her parking skills is so damn pro! second- im quite scared of driving people as my driving skills always scare the hell out of people (*especially wei jian) third- my dad does not allow me to use the car. I really really missed the time when we were in school, sitting next to each other, talking crap, boys, love, future life and more. If i could go back in time, i would rather stay young and dont age as the best in our life is usually during the secondary school years. :( We definitely cant find anyone better than friends and classmates during secondary school who knows and understands our personality. And in my opinion, the 5 Alfa boys are certainly better than the boys in PraU Bio. My current male classmates are so feminine that they complain alot when asked to do their daily chores in school. Some of them (including some temperament girls)even went missing leaving us the girls and few boys cleaning and arranging the table and chairs for assembly.

Back to title now. Moreover, i feel grateful to goh when she told me about jack and her stories with other boys. Altho i always use the boys to make fun of her but they are just plainly jokes. Jack was once the most important agenda in my form 4 and form 5 life. As i mentioned in the previous posts, i stalked him and finally being interested with him lol. I always went to the toilet frequently for the sake of looking him in the class. It was the most happiest year in my life when his class was the same row as my class too. haha

I swayed from the title again...goh also helped me before my muet speaking exam. She gave me alot of ideas which my low tech brain cant think of and provided me alot of information and elaborations. She is very very pro that i admire her so much. When she told me about her crush and problems, i felt sorry that i cant provide her any solutions and suggestions. Im not good in overcoming all these problems ughh i feel bad! The best part of her is her hands and legs too. Her skin is so smooth that i love to slide my fingers on her hands to feel the smoothness although she is responsible for the household chores!

The days whenever i can hold her hands, would be the most memorable days i had with her. I hope she could always come back and meet us...as i will be longing for her to graduate and return?

MY 2015

Its time to clear my enormous amount of photos in my laptop.
Here it goes~

Hungry until sleepy.

[Famine 30, 2015]

It's scary to disturb them x(

Hard core lady.

 

Thank you Malaysia for this.

" Facebook nowadays often reminds me of the past, luring me to look backwards. My friends in school. The memories are already created, etched on my heart and could never be wiped off. Be it happy ones or heart-breaking ones. Those days were whole lots of fun with laughter and tears (of real agony of remorse). We used to see each other every day. Now it's super hard to just meet up for a day. Everyone is so busy with their own schedule. I reckon it's gonna be worse when we're out to work."

-NingJie Lee