New Year Eve

Had a weird dream yesterday...
IT IS JUST A DREAM PLS!

I was in a school, talking to a bunch of people.
We were discussing about the wars between concubines in the palace and who 高攀 another person when they're married -.-
The classes became the palace of concubines...
After that, we headed to a place for assembly. Siow suddenly appeared and we walked together just like classmates when we used to be during our school life.
There were so many people at the hall and we were squeezing between everyone to find a place.
The moment I saw Jack sitting on the floor, I was so excited...
*Excited because it was the first time Jack in my dream, maybe there was once but I can't remember... ps: siow also first time in your dream, dun ignore him too HAHA
I turned and wanna tell Siow about Jack and Siow was also going to tell me that he saw him too.
Our lips accidentally brushed each others..and he told me "We almost kissed... "
I was like...'OMG I wished we'd kissed though...WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS!!'
And it happened in front of Jack...-.-
I was so scared that he saw us and we fled.
Then, the scene changed to a hotel.
I think I was going to the Theme Park and suddenly someone stopped me.
It was my schoolmate, Mr Lee.
He asked me the directions to go to the lift of his hotel room.
It was so weird for me so I just simply gave him the directions and... FLED AGAIN.
LOL WHAT A WEIRD DREAM

So today's the last day of 2015.
I am definitely not happy about it :(
It means I have been separated with my beloved BFFS for a year.
The reason I felt sad is because our timetables are so mixed up thus we can't have a gathering with full attendance. Everyone is so busy with their studies. Sigh
PLUS I have been not seeing Jack for 10 months! Other from visiting his FB profile :((
Okay...27 more minutes to another doomed year!
Happy (?) New Year! ._.

总结我的 2015 年

①月
我也不知道我做了什么，只记得我在 IOI 替有机店来推销新年有机礼篮。
最好笑的是，我从来没有跟过我的搭档说过一句话，除了‘我要去买食物，去厕所之类的话’
LOL
在这段工作期间，我认识了许多在那边开档的阿姨和一个超搞笑的叔叔。
我也试过走了一圈商场的底楼去派礼篮的宣传纸。
趁着那工作的几个星期我还和萧老头去买买一送一的星巴克。
他不要去order 只有我order 结果两杯只写着我的名字 XD
我也不知道为什么那个人要这么做 haha

②月
新年……
看回之前的帖子应该知道发生啥事。

③月④月
我的脑袋是空的！

⑤月
他妈的
我上中六了 -.-
我的痛苦生活就此开始！！

⑦月⑧月⑨月⑩月
忙疯了！
尤其是MUET，上这堂可真的很STRESS
老师实在是太可怕了，又爱问问题。

 ①①月
疯狂的考试季节开始了！
我的 BIO 和 CHEM……
*无言了！

①②月
享受生活当中 -.-

My Semester 1

So....I had STPM Sem 1 last few weeks
Pa and Maths T was okay for me, cause I can do some of the questions.
Then i was busted by Bio and Chem. T.T
I don't really know what's the bio question asking for -.-
Now I knew, Bio question is so weird.
We studied Chapter 5 and 6 like crazy but they don't even care to give us an essay question about one of the chapters.
WHY!! 
And Chem, the question was so hard, for me.
I can't finish the paper and i left some blanks in the essay section. *sighs
I felt bad as i scored the highest mark for Chem and it was the only paper that i passed during my trial.
And our reputation in school depends on our Sem 1 results.
Just hope I could pass....or prepare for retake.

30 simple ways to change your life for the better

1. Start spending time with the right people
   These are the people you enjoy, who love and appreciate you, and who encourage you to improve in healthy and exciting ways. They are the ones who make you feel more alive, and not only embrace who you are now, but also embrace and embody who you want to be, unconditionally.

2. Start facing your problems head on
   It isn’t your problems that define you, but how you react to them and recover from them. Problems will not disappear unless you take action. Do what you can, when you can, and acknowledge what you’ve done. It’s all about taking baby steps in the right direction, inch by inch. These inches count, they add up to yards and miles in the long run.

3. Start being honest with yourself about everything
   Be honest about what’s right, as well as what needs to be changed. Be honest about what you want to achieve and who you want to become. Be honest with every aspect of your life, always. Because you are the one person you can forever count on. Search your soul, for the truth, so that you truly know who you are. Once you do, you’ll have a better understanding of where you are now and how you got here, and you’ll be better equipped to identify where you want to go and how to get there.

4. Start making your own happiness a priority
   Your needs matter. If you don’t value yourself, look out for yourself, and stick up for yourself, you’re sabotaging yourself. Remember, it IS possible to take care of your own needs while simultaneously caring for those around you. And once your needs are met, you will likely be far more capable of helping those who need you most.

5. Start being yourself, genuinely and proudly
   Trying to be anyone else is a waste of the person you are. Be yourself. Embrace that individual inside you that has ideas, strengths and beauty like no one else. Be the person you know yourself to be — the best version of you — on your terms. Above all, be true to YOU, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.

6. Start noticing and living in the present
   Right now is a miracle. Right now is the only moment guaranteed to you. Right now is life. So stop thinking about how great things will be in the future. Stop dwelling on what did or didn’t happen in the past. Learn to be in the ‘here and now’ and experience life as it’s happening. Appreciate the world for the beauty that it holds, right now.

7. Start valuing the lessons your mistakes teach you
   Mistakes are okay; they’re the stepping stones of progress. If you’re not failing from time to time, you’re not trying hard enough and you’re not learning. Take risks, stumble, fall, and then get up and try again. Appreciate that you are pushing yourself, learning, growing and improving. Significant achievements are almost invariably realized at the end of a long road of failures. One of the ‘mistakes’ you fear might just be the link to your greatest achievement yet.

8. Start being more polite to yourself
   If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend? The way you treat yourself sets the standard for others. You must love who you are or no one else will.

9. Start enjoying the things you already have
   The problem with many of us is that we think we’ll be happy when we reach a certain level in life — a level we see others operating at — your boss with her corner office, that friend of a friend who owns a mansion on the beach, etc. Unfortunately, it takes awhile before you get there, and when you get there you’ll likely have a new destination in mind. You’ll end up spending your whole life working toward something new without ever stopping to enjoy the things you have now. So take a quiet moment every morning when you first awake to appreciate where you are and what you already have.

10. Start creating your own happiness
    If you are waiting for someone else to make you happy, you’re missing out. Smile because you can. Choose happiness. Be the change you want to see in the world. Be happy with who you are now, and let your positivity inspire your journey into tomorrow. Happiness is often found when and where you decide to seek it. If you look for happiness within the opportunities you have, you will eventually find it. But if you constantly look for something else, unfortunately, you’ll find that too.

11. Start giving your ideas and dreams a chance
    In life, it’s rarely about getting a chance; it’s about taking a chance. You’ll never be 100% sure it will work, but you can always be 100% sure doing nothing won’t work. Most of the time you just have to go for it! And no matter how it turns out, it always ends up just the way it should be. Either you succeed or you learn something. Win-Win.

12. Start believing that you’re ready for the next step
    You are ready! Think about it. You have everything you need right now to take the next small, realistic step forward. So embrace the opportunities that come your way, and accept the challenges — they’re gifts that will help you to grow.

13. Start entering new relationships for the right reasons
    Enter new relationships with dependable, honest people who reflect the person you are and the person you want to be. Choose friends you are proud to know, people you admire, who show you love and respect — people who reciprocate your kindness and commitment. And pay attention to what people do, because a person’s actions are much more important than their words or how others represent them.

14. Start giving new people you meet a chance
    It sounds harsh, but you cannot keep every friend you’ve ever made. People and priorities change. As some relationships fade others will grow. Appreciate the possibility of new relationships as you naturally let go of old ones that no longer work. Trust your judgment. Embrace new relationships, knowing that you are entering into unfamiliar territory. Be ready to learn, be ready for a challenge, and be ready to meet someone that might just change your life forever.

15. Start competing against an earlier version of yourself
    Be inspired by others, appreciate others, learn from others, but know that competing against them is a waste of time. You are in competition with one person and one person only — yourself. You are competing to be the best you can be. Aim to break your own personal records.

16. Start cheering for other people’s victories
    Start noticing what you like about others and tell them. Having an appreciation for how amazing the people around you are leads to good places — productive, fulfilling, peaceful places. So be happy for those who are making progress. Cheer for their victories. Be thankful for their blessings, openly. What goes around comes around, and sooner or later the people you’re cheering for will start cheering for you.

17. Start looking for the silver lining in tough situations
    When things are hard, and you feel down, take a few deep breaths and look for the silver lining — the small glimmers of hope. Remind yourself that you can and will grow stronger from these hard times. And remain conscious of your blessings and victories — all the things in your life that are right. Focus on what you have, not on what you haven’t.

18. Start forgiving yourself and others
    We’ve all been hurt by our own decisions and by others. And while the pain of these experiences is normal, sometimes it lingers for too long. We relive the pain over and over and have a hard time letting go. Forgiveness is the remedy. It doesn’t mean you’re erasing the past, or forgetting what happened. It means you’re letting go of the resentment and pain, and instead choosing to learn from the incident and move on with your life.

19. Start helping those around you
    Care about people. Guide them if you know a better way. The more you help others, the more they will want to help you. Love and kindness begets love and kindness. And so on and so forth.

20. Start listening to your own inner voice
    If it helps, discuss your ideas with those closest to you, but give yourself enough room to follow your own intuition. Be true to yourself. Say what you need to say. Do what you know in your heart is right.

21. Start being attentive to your stress level and take short breaks
    Slow down. Breathe. Give yourself permission to pause, regroup and move forward with clarity and purpose. When you’re at your busiest, a brief recess can rejuvenate your mind and increase your productivity. These short breaks will help you regain your sanity and reflect on your recent actions so you can be sure they’re in line with your goals.

22. Start noticing the beauty of small moments
    Instead of waiting for the big things to happen — marriage, kids, big promotion, winning the lottery — find happiness in the small things that happen every day. Little things like having a quiet cup of coffee in the early morning, or the delicious taste and smell of a homemade meal, or the pleasure of sharing something you enjoy with someone else, or holding hands with your partner. Noticing these small pleasures on a daily basis makes a big difference in the quality of your life.

23. Start accepting things when they are less than perfect
    Remember, ‘perfect’ is the enemy of ‘good.’ One of the biggest challenges for people who want to improve themselves and improve the world is learning to accept things as they are. Sometimes it’s better to accept and appreciate the world as it is, and people as they are, rather than to trying to make everything and everyone conform to an impossible ideal. No, you shouldn’t accept a life of mediocrity, but learn to love and value things when they are less than perfect.

24. Start working toward your goals every single day
    Remember, the journey of a thousand miles begins with one step. Whatever it is you dream about, start taking small, logical steps every day to make it happen. Get out there and DO something! The harder you work the luckier you will become. While many of us decide at some point during the course of our lives that we want to answer our calling, only an astute few of us actually work on it. By ‘working on it,’ I mean consistently devoting oneself to the end result.

25. Start being more open about how you feel
    If you’re hurting, give yourself the necessary space and time to hurt, but be open about it. Talk to those closest to you. Tell them the truth about how you feel. Let them listen. The simple act of getting things off your chest and into the open is your first step toward feeling good again.

26. Start taking full accountability for your own life
    Own your choices and mistakes, and be willing to take the necessary steps to improve upon them. Either you take accountability for your life or someone else will. And when they do, you’ll become a slave to their ideas and dreams instead of a pioneer of your own. You are the only one who can directly control the outcome of your life. And no, it won’t always be easy. Every person has a stack of obstacles in front of them. But you must take accountability for your situation and overcome these obstacles. Choosing not to is choosing a lifetime of mere existence.

27. Start actively nurturing your most important relationships
    Bring real, honest joy into your life and the lives of those you love by simply telling them how much they mean to you on a regular basis. You can’t be everything to everyone, but you can be everything to a few people. Decide who these people are in your life and treat them like royalty. Remember, you don’t need a certain number of friends, just a number of friends you can be certain of.

28. Start concentrating on the things you can control
    You can’t change everything, but you can always change something. Wasting your time, talent and emotional energy on things that are beyond your control is a recipe for frustration, misery and stagnation. Invest your energy in the things you can control, and act on them now.

29. Start focusing on the possibility of positive outcomes
    The mind must believe it CAN do something before it is capable of actually doing it. The way to overcome negative thoughts and destructive emotions is to develop opposing, positive emotions that are stronger and more powerful. Listen to your self-talk and replace negative thoughts with positive ones. Regardless of how a situation seems, focus on what you DO WANT to happen, and then take the next positive step forward. No, you can’t control everything that happens to you, but you can control how you react to things. Everyone’s life has positive and negative aspects — whether or not you’re happy and successful in the long run depends greatly on which aspects you focus on.

30. Start noticing how wealthy you are right now
    Henry David Thoreau once said, ’Wealth is the ability to fully experience life.’ Even when times are tough, it’s always important to keep things in perspective. You didn’t go to sleep hungry last night. You didn’t go to sleep outside. You had a choice of what clothes to wear this morning. You hardly broke a sweat today. You didn’t spend a minute in fear. You have access to clean drinking water. You have access to medical care. You have access to the Internet. You can read. Some might say you are incredibly wealthy, so remember to be grateful for all the things you do have.

SOURCE : 30 simple ways to change your life for the better

This is a late post LOL

WOO
I just removed my braces on 7th of October. Its already a month lol
It was a short and quick process and its a little bit painful hehe.
My teeth became smooth but after wearing the retainer it returned to its same old texture ._.
Quite happy cause Im back with my white teeth without bearings!!
YAY!!

little story of mine 2

From that day onwards, I became a stalker (to stalk Jack XD)
I don't even remember why I staked him for almost everyday AHAHA
Maybe...it was because of his funny + epic photos that made him so interesting to me.
No one in my whole life I met could win his epicness and funniness...LOL!
And the way he walks, is just so different from other people.
Don't ask me why I observe his style of walking, he is just too special.
Hmm...The reason I fall for him...
I DON'T KNOW.
I just like to know what is he currently doing...
I followed him on Twitter, Ig and FB.
Damn hyperbola rite HAHA

HOOO

Found this in my Whatsapp backup :P
Its about him...HAHA

难道你不觉得他是如此的有魅力么，黝黑的皮肤、当他不笑的冷漠表情、独特的嗓音（我从没听过男生有这种嗓子）、小小粒的眼睛、拥有特别形状的鼻子、独一无二的走路姿势、翘挺又大粒的屁股😂、总是出乎大家意料的发型、还有嘴边那灿烂的笑容，是多么让人难以忽视、着迷的啊！

HOLIDAYS

Its quite hazy these days and we are given holidays including tomorrow. WOOHOO
However there's so many stuff in school waiting for me ahhhh.
Chemistry practical, exam papers and cleaning up haunted house!!!

Amazing Things That I Ever Done till OCT 2014

Wrote this during my SPM Trials HAHA! *and some add on-s as well ;)

• Playing erasers during primary school - Back to the time when teacher is using projectors for lessons, my crazy friends and I would take some white or coloured erasers and cut them into small pieces. We have fried rice, plain rice, overcooked fries and eggs XD awww....IT WAS SUCH A GOOD MEMORY (2006)
• Read romance novels - OH MY! That was my favourite hobby last time...but now I am so busy to even read a novel! I think it was Voon aunty who influenced me HAHA (2008)
• Rebonding - OH MY! I still remember that my hair smelled so nice after rebonding! UMUM!! (2010)
• Cut my long hair - After cutting my hair, my hair turned out to be curly AGAIN! Rebonding failed -.- ALAMAK, I looked like an aunty! (2010)
• Fighting with a girl by drawing the toilet's door - It might be a small matter but I was damn crazy last time. We apologized to each other and I cried like hell...What the shit?! So embarrassing man! (2010)
• ' Memaki ' cikgu di FB - Oh well, its just a ' LOL ' word then i was called by the teachers. Yeah, and someone is so scared until he called all of us to kneel down to the teachers. Hey man you guys are the one who cursed them the most, why me?! COWARD! Although i cried a lot but this experience is quite fun (*u sure -.-) (2011)
•  My braces - I would like to thank KJoonK for insulting my teeth and ask me to put on braces.So lots of your cousins are following ' my trend ' to wear braces...WHAT DO YOU THINK? DO THEY HAVE UGLY TEETH?! I felt amazing and crazy after wearing it but sometimes I felt so pek cek cause I cannot eat or bite hard food @.@ (2013)
• Being a successful stalker - I scrolled through Jack's profile and found a lot of his funny photos. I made them as meme too. Second, we went to stalk Jack while he was helping to decorate the walls in our school. Yee helped me to took photos of his butt and its still in my phone haha. Third, Yee, Zhe and Hui helped me to take photos of Jack again during our graduation day. That day was so funny for the Jack part and someone even realise we were taking pictures of him. Zhe was so pek cek cause she was the one who got caught for taking Jack's ' handsome ' pics. LOL (2014)
•  A pro ' detective ' (*self-praise) - My dad stopped opposite of Star Village and I saw Wei Hon and his girlfriend. I manage to took pictures of them secretly and uploaded to Whatsapp...HAHA(2014)
• I survived for 17 years - I am finally 17 y/o ?! Its kinda crazy but it shows that I have passed my UPSR and of course PMR. I still can't believe it! I wanna become a kid forever. I DON'T WANNA GROW UP!!

Done for the day. BYE

UPSET SIAAA

Finished my trials and got my results back. already T.T
Failed 2 subjects, Bio and Maths -.-
Wonderfully passed my Chemistry. *Thanks to Pn Lee
Maths paper was so damn difficult, it might be my fault for making mistakes and forget to emphasize on some formulas. But overall it was still difficult cause there's only 3 person who passed the test in my class. I did so much of set papers but there's no use, I still failed.
WTF MAN U KIDDING ME?! DO YOU MEAN  FAIL !!!
Or this might be the trick of our teachers to force us to stay back after school for giving us papers that is as hard as rock.
What i can conclude : LIFE AIN'T EASY HERE

little story of mine

So it was just an ordinary day.
Goh and I was at the teacher's office finding teacher or might be peeking at the teachers' absent list.
When we decided to leave, that was the time I saw him (J). xD
He was the new student in our school so I was curious about him....
+ Point : his school bag is too ' special ' that I can't keep my eyes off him HAHA
Then, Goh told me that guy was her primary school classmate...
OMG...THE TYPICAL ME IS BACK.
MY MISSION : Relating Goh And Guys 
So I told everyone (not everyone tbh...hehe) that J is her prince （白马王子）
IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY!!

OUR STORY 2 (ORIGINAL)

Previous story...

Zhe hoou dropped his jaw.
"I flew here. I knew I am amazing! I always knew it." The old man's face was not glowing anymore instead he looked disgusting. His wings were covered with some black spots thanks to the shit. 
The old man flew down and helped Zhe Hoou to fix his jaw. 
Zhe Hoou was not surprised by the wings because he had always daydreamed about man having a pair of wings for years.
The reason why his jaw dropped is because he accidentally hit his jaw onto a big rock when he was a kid. His jaw is now no longer  controllable by his facial muscles.
"Hey handsome, I am Leong Joon Yu, your future girlfriend." The old man said girly and it sounded creepy.
"What?! Eww!!" After listening, Zhe Hoou felt sick, uneasy and started to vomit in front of his house.
"Oh, I am sorry!" The old man started licking the shit that had been resting on his face for hours. "Its so delicious man!"
Zhe Hoou was so frightened. He can't stand it and passed out.

Zhe Hoou's wife Baby works as a fishmonger at the bazaar.
When she went back home after selling the fishes she catch from the drain, she smelled something unpleasant, her husband was lying on the floor, unconscious and the fast food he bought was scattered everywhere.
She hurriedly grab a frozen fish and slamed Zhe Hoou's face for few times.
After a few minutes, Zhe Hoou gained back consciousness with a bruise on his face and his jaw dropped again.
Baby fixed his jaw and helped him out."What happen to you?"
"Oh! I saw an old man, face covered with shit and he licked it! The scariest part is he has a gay voice!! And he has a pair of wings! This is real Baby! You must believe me!!"
Baby looked around and gave him a weird look. There's no one to be seen.
"You are just dreaming. There's no man with wings Its impossible."
When she noticed the bags of food on the floor, she started yelling.
"Start distributing the food right now Zhe Hoou! You shall be the future mayor. Stop standing there and doing nothing!!!"

A Love Letter from The 6 Princes

Another idea from me BUAHAHA...

Hello Goh,

We are your husband KKX, Tiox, YamXian, Jacx, Chin Xun Hern and LDX
We would like to express our feelings for you. This is because we have been loving you for years, especially KKX, LDX and Jacx. Three of us have been admiring you since primary school.
I, KKX was always changing girlfriends just to get your attention.
Hi, I am LDX. Although I have a lot of girlfriends, my heart is still yours. I kissed your picture every night before I sleep.
Yolo, I am Jacx. Tbh, I have been secretly admiring you since we were classmates. Unfortunately, you changed class in the following year.  Haih, I missed you so much. I would like to thank God for meeting you again at SMKBPJB! Now, I am planning to woo you!! Do you understand woo? You may check with my new friend Beng Hui :)
Hello, although I just met you for few hours but I have already fallen in love with you madly. I would like to teach you to drive a car. I was so sad when I heard you failed your road test. Did you know I almost cry?? Yeah, I am Chin Xun Hern!!
Yo! Its Tiox here! I would like to tell you that the question I asked your sis during the lantern festival is serious. I always wanted you to be my girlfriend. The reason I date with Xean is to approach you!!

OUR STORY (ORIGINAL)

Before SPM, my gang and I (especially me) did alot of ' great ' stuffs in school....so this is one of the products of mine.
ENJOY!

THE STORY INVOLVES A MAN CALLED ZHE HOOU AND HIS WIFE CALLED BABY , SOME VILLAGERS AND AN OLD MAN WHO SAYS HE IS AN ANGEL.

It has been raining for almost two weeks. The CaoAGua Village was flooded which causes the death of many crops and animals. Everyone in the village was starving to death!

 Zhe Hoou, a handsome man in the village volunteered himself to brave the flood and went out the village to town to buy some Mc Donalds, KFC and Pizza Hut for everyone.

On his way home, out of a sudden, Zhe Hoou saw a jolt of pink thunder flashed through the sky. He then saw a figure falling down from the sky and a loud thud which came from the forest was heard.

After a few seconds, an old man walked out from the forest with his hands on his back.

"Ouch! It hurts..." the old man said with his gay tone.

The old man's face was glowing, he wore a white dress and a pair of high heels. Then, he walked towards Zhe Hoou. "Oh hey Zhe Hoou! I am Joon Y...woah!!"

As the old man was walking, he tripped his own dress and fall foward onto a pile of shit.Zhe Hoou was worried and ran over to the old man.

"How was your meal? I hope you enjoyed it. I am off with my Mc Donalds! BYE!!" He replied the old man cold heartedly.

Upon reaching Zhe Hoou's house in the village, he saw a guy with a black face sitting on the rooftop of his house. As Zhe Hoou approach his house, he could smell a pungent smell and it was familiar. This made him thought off the shit incident in the forest just now. He then recognised that it was the old man that he saw but now with a pair of wings.

.....To be continued

我们的毕业旅行

！！迟来4个月的更新！！*天啊！好久了……

毕业喽！
咱们去旅行呗！
有老伍、我滴偶像铨哥、爱睡的 Shaun Jie 及玉蜀黍皇后家仪！
遗憾的是我们的大妈beng 无法去 :(

Idol

全都在睡觉 XD

好快乐的新年哟

新年快乐 :/
今年的新年过得一点也不愉快
又是我一个人不穿裙子
其他的堂表妹全都穿裙子-.-
这也就算了，连我最亲的堂妹也不想理我
住在怡保的那三天，我们一句话也没说过。
唉……
我到底做错了什么？

初一
我又被别人讲 :(
说我不喜欢跟别人说话……
拜托！
就是因为不知道要说什么我才不说话啊！
我是个慢热的人咯。
需要别人来先跟我讲话
唉唉 T.T